They all said it was a lie
that I could be your ride or die
that I could be that sparkle in your eye
and the reason for your smile
but I thought it was a lie

that I didn't matter
even with the laughter
and the many sacrifices
You still wouldn't choose me
You think of me as your friend
and I don't wanna be just a friend

I am selfish,
that I want more than you can give
but that's all I want 
to be your everything or nothing at all
and I know how much you love her
and it makes my heart bleed
that I can't be her

It will hurt more if I stay
and watch her have everything I dreamed of
I Can only wish to see you happy
even  when it hurts the most
its a goodbye...even with tears in my eyes.
         
             kiki patricks